HELLO THERE! :D

why, long time no blog! I was so busy because of the school stuffs. projects here, long tests there and my hubby everywhere! :D oh, by the way, my Father came home like last week. he bought me A LEATHER JACKET & PANTS FROM PENSHOPPE. two checks for my wish list! :D and ever since my Father came, I noticed that hubby and I haven't had any problems nor fights. :D we've been hanging out a lot but not the hang out where I go home at 6. ahaha. we are both contented with the time that it has given to us. we use it well to show the ♥. oh yeah! we also had our 4th and final exams. those are the exams that we'll make or break us. hope it will break to make us pass and be promoted so that I'll be a senior! woo! XD oh! we had our 6th monthsary just recently. :D we're already half a year! we're that long bitches. >:] well, we are at the point of embracing summer and all it's heat. SUMMER, HERE I COME YO! :D

HELLO THERE! :D

why, long time no blog! I was so busy because of the school stuffs. projects here, long tests there and my hubby everywhere! :D oh, by the way, my Father came home like last week. he bought me A LEATHER JACKET & PANTS FROM PENSHOPPE. two checks for my wish list! :D and ever since my Father came, I noticed that hubby and I haven't had any problems nor fights. :D we've been hanging out a lot but not the hang out where I go home at 6. ahaha. we are both contented with the time that it has given to us. we use it well to show the ♥. oh yeah! we also had our 4th and final exams. those are the exams that we'll make or break us. hope it will break to make us pass and be promoted so that I'll be a senior! woo! XD oh! we had our 6th monthsary just recently. :D we're already half a year! we're that long bitches. >:] well, we are at the point of embracing summer and all it's heat. SUMMER, HERE I COME YO! :D

NOT YOUR ORDINARY VALENTINE. :D

February 14, 2010. Valentines Day. Hearts Day. Single Awareness Day. Normal Day. Whatever Day, you may call it. mine wasn't just any other day. it was a day to celebrate, even though we were far away. :D it's a Sunday which makes it fugly. but we managed. somehow. we didn't expect to fight over the same thing today. I thought that this day would just be perfect as it is. but not all days can be perfect. nothing is perfect. and we accept that. maybe, that's just life. there are good days and bad days. but we expect good days and I hope we would be getting that. we're just not sure that everyday would be a good day.. well, all am sure is that I love him. very much. and there isn't a day where I stopped loving him. ♥

A HAPPY HAPPY WEEK! :D

(february 2010) February just started and things are starting to look good! first, i've got a great seat in class! but, for two weeks only though. ahaha. second, SAMBA IS F-U-U-U-N! :D third, hubby and I have no problems whatsoever! ain't that just awesome? we're like the HAPPIEST COUPLE ON THIS SIDE OF THE PLANET! we even got our couple shirts! all of our hard work to save and eat sandwiches for a week was all worth it! (even though i used 75% of my allowance) it says on his shirt, "she's my life! ->" and mine says, "he's my life! <-" i couldn't stop smiling for the fact that bot us loved it and will wear it to our date! :D the sad thing about this week is, the phone I borrowed from VincyCantos and MarjaGuinoo got destroyed. SHIT. :( we couldn't text of our happiness! though, we can always show it. :D I realized this week that absence really makes the heart grow fonder. am not saying that we should be apart for a long time, am only saying that sometimes you have to be away from that person just for you to realize how much you miss and love that person. :D Vincent Michael Cruz Cantos, MINEE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I WANNA BE TRULY HAPPY.. (part 2)

he was truly sorry for what he did to me. he said to me that when he says sorry, he will not do it again. I always believe in him, even though people make comments about him. bad comments, to be specific. so that day after, we really got the time to talk at MTS. we hugged and hugged, kissed and kisse, until he said something with his head facing down. saying, "I'm sorry for what I did. but you know, sometimes we're happy, we laugh, we get hurt and we get sad. but that's life. iloveyou." i hugged him tight like he was about to choke! i really felt that he really loves me, and i really love him.. :D I realized that there isn't one relationship that has no problems. and, we have to face trials so we can reach that goal.. that forever. Vincent Michael Cruz Cantos, he's all mine! :D

I WANNA BE TRULY HAPPY..

as I said in my last blog, January was really problematic. so I made solutions to this problem we had for weeks..

1. hide my feelings, especially when I'm hurt.
2. say "I'm okay" when he asks.
3. smile when he mentions girls.

that worked for some time. it worked because every night, I cry myself to sleep. it has been two nights until a day came. me and my hubby went with our friends because, uhh, to hang out! ahaha. I noticed that he was starting to misbehave. RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY TWO EYES. (misbehave=flirt) I was already in tears but i held them. I couldn't show them tears in my face, streaming down. Smile, that's what I thought. and our friends was scolding my hubby because he was really misbehaving. he asked me for million times if I was okay, i just nodded my head and smiled. he said that I should tell. the problem is, if I tell, I would surely cry. so I said, "later." then we went away from them. and we always go home early because of some things.. ahaha. XD and then, we waited for me to get a jeep. but tears was starting to build up. and he asked me what the problem was. I told him, "your love for me is killing me. every effort I make for you, you somehow won't appreciate it. but, your love is sustaining me at the same time. because i love you." (in English) tears were everywhere. I said to myself that I would never say that to hime, for us to have no problems. and there, I said it. hubby was just silent. and he had to go. he kissed and hugged me goodbye.. (continuation after.)

WE WERE KIDS. :DD

(jaunuary 2010) every Saturday, Vincy and I would always get together. we always make a time. we make it a point to see each other. January 16, 2010 came. (monthsary of my good pals Gayle Li and Renz San Miguel!) he had to serve first thing in the morning in our school because he was suspended. BAD BOY, I KNOW. ahahahaha! we planned that we go together in the afternoon since his serve is only in the morning. he said that I should be there before eleven. so I prepared! I wore an Artwork purple shirt, white pants, jacket and his kicks. (I borrowed his because I have no white shoes for C.A.T.) and i set off. oh, not to mention that I ALMOST DIED IN THE JEEPNEY! that was fucking shit! the jeepney already stopped at ADDU for me to get off, then it started moving! moving like it was drifting! I jumped off and I was wiggling because I almost lost my balance! I shouted "gago!" as the jeep was getting farther. fuck that driver. ahaha! so, I was shaking. but then, I saw my Vincy. :) I greeted him with open arms and whined to him like a kid. he just laughed because, maybe, I sounded stupid. XD he asked me if I want to have movies or eat. I couldn't decide since I only have Php70! (my two weeks of saving Php200 were all gone!) so I said that we should go to MTS to think and decide. and after a few minutes that we should do some cuddling in movies! :) so we walked, walked and walked! the cute thing about us when we were walking is that he gets my hands, holds them, and holds them up in the air. LIKE WE'RE FLYING! and we're running! the air feels great around our arms! :DDD when we arrived at NCCC, we go straight ahead to the cinemas. but all the movies start at 12:00. so, we decided to play at TimeZone! we drove cars and killed zombies. man, what an adventure! we went to Mcdo to eat McFlurry since I have no lunch. ahaha! we went back to MTS and did the flying thing. we talked and talked until we go home because he had to get his phone at 168. but before we could leave, we talked like a "yaya" and it was so much fun because we sounded stupid and had fun! we jumped over chains and didn't care! THAT ALL HAPPENED IN ONE HOUR AND THIRTY MINUTES. best dates ever! ilovemyVincy! :)