Wednesday, December 30, 2009

REWIND.. (part 2)


(these are the other months. if i put them in one blog, it might be fvcking long to read. ahaha)

July
- MOVING ON.. i guess. i met a lot of people in this month. namely, Vincent Michael Cruz Cantos. he was consistent. yet, i turned him down beacuse nobody could love me the way Mr.Baldovino did. moving on was harder than i thought, even though, i have thought of it before.

August
- IT'S OUR BIRTH MONTH! (Marja, Mitch and Gayle) us girls like have our birthdays starting with Ms.Marja Elana Tan Guino-o, then Moi, then Ms.Michelle Marie Frances Abella Braganza and lastly, Ms.Gayle Michelle Lua Li. and in this month, Mr.Baldovino and I got back together. and just that, might be the most stupid thing i did in my entire life because..

September
- ..he and I broke up, AGAIN. i really learned that Ms.Guino-o. she said, "Once you broken up with that person, you must not get back together." AND I DIDN'T DO THAT. slap in the face please! the second break-up was not painful as the first one. i was used to the NEGLECT he was giving to me when we were still together. i dared myself not to have any relationship with anyone until 2009 ends.. but Vincent Cantos a.k.a was there to come and destroy all my rules.

October
- everything CHANGED. my dismissal time was my time for Vincent. my inbox was full of his messages. he eventually became.. EVERYTHING. we hid everything from the world. if people would ask, we would say we are still BEST. but rumors started swirling. second by second, people would get some information. ruining my name and making me admit.

November
- i admitted, i couldn't hide any longer. but Vincent and I still remain. we would walk to forever, that's what we would say. we believe and we have faith..

December
- we revealed ourselves to the world who i thought would never accept us. but they did, SOME. and am thankful for that. we would be free in our actions during recess, lunch and dismissals. we have our place in MTS. the place where we would exhange stories of how our day went. we had a lot of problems, but we never fight. he celebrated the 25th with my family. i was happy like a little child getting a new toy. . :)



i don't know how 2010 would make it much happier or worser (is there a word?) but i hope it would make us.. still together.

REWIND..

as some people would say that 2009 was CRAPPY. AHAHA! that's a laugh. :P but for me, it's LIFE CHANGING. let's go down to memory lane month by month..

January
- NEW YEAR, that's for sure. ahaha! our Father was still with us. (he will leave in March) i still was with Mr.Montengro. we lasted for a month. it was swell. had my first monthsary with him. not much happened though. (or i couldn't remember at all.. ahaha!)

February
- the month of all lovers to celebrate their love for each other. and the time that Mr.Montenegro and I broke up. GREAT. ahaha! but on the 14th, i received some gifts from some people. i celebrated the hearts day with my family. and the flowers that i received.. gave to my Mother. >:) we were also the first batch to have the Sophomore's Night! theme was Retro, as usual.

March
- NICE MONTH. ahaha! first of all, my Father is leaving to work! >:) (never wanted him anyway at home) and we had our Culminating for T.H.E. in our 4th period. Clearance, MOST HECTIC I HAVE EVER HAD! BECAAUSEE, i lost my Shield something. had to get an Affidavit from a lawyer. ahaha! this was also the month where i met Mr.Baldovino.. and eventually, became his girlfriend.

April
- spent all my weeks with him, ALL THE WEEKS. yet, every morning, i would go to Multiply, Facebook then Friendster. was an addict to Friendster back then. ahaha! i met lotsa friends there. ;)

May
- spent 3 weeks with him. you know why only 3 weeks? because on that third week with him, i got home at 6:30 already. >:) i watched his bball game. oh well, didn't spent any money on that 4th week. ahaha! and school was coming up..

June
- SCHOOL! summer just like drop by at my front porch and leave eventually. ahaha! leave, just like Mr.Baldovino did to me on our 3rd monthsary. i cried like damn shit. how hurt could i possibly be?